Hi everybody, sorry to have disapeared again but things took a turn to worse and I have been very sick and can hardlly walk.My cancer spreaded to my bones and I am doing chemo and life just sucks right now. I am in pain 24 hours a day and they cannot even give me surgery cause I am too weak, skiny and my breast is all purple.Sorry do not know what to say but I went from doing great to horrible from one day to next and I just hope now the doctors can still try to help me.

hope everybody is doing well. please send me some good energy thoughts.

love, suely

Hi everybody, I am still here...still doing well.I did have a moment of weakness and saw an oncologist and almost was convinced of having a mastectomy and removal of lymph nodes with skin expanders to get ready for reconstruction, saving the nipple and skin. WOW, that was crazy. . .But thank God when I came home and thought about it I called and cancelled everything.My doctor probably thinks I am crazy but I don't care.Actually if I had done it today would have been the day after surgery when I would come home probably all miserable and depressed.

Sometimes life offers you a fork on the road and you must make a choice and so far I am happy with my choice.

I am still doing alternative treatment consisting mostly of great nutrition, fruits and lots of veggies and lots of juices, little seeds, little grains and absolutly no dairy, no sugar, no eggs, no nothing that is not really good for you.Exercising outside everyday, trying to work on my personal and emotinal issues and mostly being happy with every day I wake up still feeling great and happy and healthy.

My tumor did grow but like some say you have to get worse before getting better even with a simple cold is like that.

So there you have it, call me stuburn or crazy or whatever but I feel great, the only part of my life that is really not doing good is financial but who cares, I believe there is always going to be a way.

Hope everybody is doing their best at being happy and healthy and please don't forget your veggies and all the rest that takes to feel good.Lots of sunshine is great too.Thank God for Florida!!!!!

love to all  ----suely -------

I am doing treatment with a naturopath doctor and I feel fine.I take herbal medicines and lots of good fruits and vegetables and juices.I fell great, I have energy and I am hopeful I will be fine.I have lots of patience and even if everybody I know think I am a crazy loonatic for not having surgery and all the other traditional hospital treatmens, I still think that I can take my time to decide later if I need regular doctors.I am going to see a oncologist to get a second opinium and I just hope he does not make me all sad and depressed with his opinium.I'll let you know.Be happy, and love yourself.

suely

Hello  again,  I  haven't  had  time  to  write  but  would  just  like  to  say  that  I  have  tried  metabolic  therapy  together with  Laetril  and  did  not  work  well  for  me. My  blood  pressure  went  down  and  I  got  sick  and  dizzy  everyday  and could  not  function  well,  had  to  lay  down  for  the  most  part  of  the  day. Also  I found  very  difficult  to  swallow  so many  pills  and  my  appetite  just  disapeared,  I  hated  eating  even  the  delicious  salads  I've  been  eating  for  years  now  since  turning  into  a  raw  vegetarian. I  was  also  anxious, depressed  and  nervous. For  some  reason  this  was not  right  for  me. I  am  now  just  drinking  Jason  Winters   teas  and  keeping  a  healthy   diet  and  I  feel  great. I  understand  I  am  not  really  doing  much  about  my  cancer  but  I  kept  on  researching  and  my  next  step  is  going  to Dr. Morse  on  march  11  when  I  have  my  appointment. All  I  do  now  is  like  I  said,  drink  my  teas,  keep  healthy, use  heat  for  the  pain,  and  live  my  life  normal  and  try  not  to  stress . Let's  wait  and  see  what  is  going  to  happen once  I  go  to  my  appointment  and  start  the  new  therapy. I am  still  very hopefull  and  I  really  believe  I'll  be  free  of cancer  one  day  soon. I  also  known  that  if  I  had  kept  on  going  to  the doctors  I would  not   have my  breast  any more  and  probably  would   be  doing  chemo  or radiation  already. Hope  everybody  is  doing  well .

I just got back from the hospital and the news is I have breast cancer and they think I will need surgery and chemo and radiation.I had blood test and x ray and urine tests today.My next appt is to find out what is officially the best treatment they think is best for me.I am drinking some tribalene tea and xian tablets and will start doing the apricot metabolic as soon  as I receive my order.I do not feel bad because it was no surprise to me since I can definitly feel what's going on and I am going to be positive about it and try my best to come out of this as a victorious person.I hope somebody out there can help me with the metabolic diet and the dosages I need to take to attack this cancer very agressively and fast.

I am about to go for a consultation about surgery.I am still not sure what is happening  but they seem to think I have breast cancer.I had two mamograms and two sonograms and one biopsy and so far nothing has really been explained to me but they did send me a surgery consultation appoitment.I am going to start aternative treatment on my own.I have bought a few herbs and supplements and I will try to make me better without the trauma of surgery and chemo or whatever.